Saturday, August 07, 2004

HOLD MY HAND, HOLD MY HEART

assalamualaikum,

hari ni, semuanya berlaku seperti yg dirancangkan... i went to mmu, to be one of the presenter in organizational management seminar - OMS... went out from home at about quarter past 9, and reached cyberjaya at 10 o'clock... my slot began at 1030am, and finished at 1130am... lots of questions asked by the students, dan semuanya berjaya dijawap dgn penuh ke'kompiden'an...

then, balik rumah, took a short rest... pukul 3 ada 'date' dgn kawan sekolah rendah... yg datang: rafique, azib, baiti & abg shah & aufa (akhirnya!), aisya zainal maarif, jiana jamil dgn nasyrina... ok la, lepas jugak rindu aku dekat dorang... baper lama aku tak jumpa dorang tuh... last sekali jumpa rafique masa dekat sabah, MSSM ragbi masa form 5... jumpa azib dekat lrt wangsa maju, last raya hari tu, jumpa baiti masa kat sekolah rendah la, masa umur 12 tahun (23-12=11 tahun... fuh!!! 11 tahun tak jumpa)... aisya (dagu pecah :D) dah 11 tahun gak tak jumpa, jiana pun last sekali jumpa masa lepas SPM, sekali dgn nasyrina... happy jugak, tengok kengkawan yg dah berubah, dah jadi lebih matang dari masa kat sek rendah dulu.... ;-)

lastweek, kakak aku dirisik... memang advance, tup tup dah nak kawin, tup tup dah set date nak kawin... within one month, semua sekali dah ditetapkan... hari tu, tarikh nak bertunang dgn tarikh kahwin ditetapkan... clash pulak dgn tarikh cord & nida... isk isk isk... sorry yek korang, aku boleh datang kat terengganu jek...

i read rafique's blog, and found interesting points posted by him, to share it here...

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“Love is that thing that pushes us to submit”

When we love a woman, we will do anything that makes her happy and anything she likes. We come early and patiently wait for her during a date, we dare to wake up at odd hours to receive her call, we spend a lot of money to buy her presents, we call or SMS her everyday just to know how she is doing and to show her how we care, we think about her every second of our life because that thought makes us feel content and happy, urghhh.. all these things we do when we are in love and we do them all in the name of love… : )

One day I asked an ulama @ a scholar a question, “Ustaz, why it is so hard for me to wake up in the early morning for Tahajjud (night voluntary prayer)?”. I was expecting more of a comforting and motivating answer, but his answer to my question was straight to the point and lazer-sharp, yet when I come to think about it, his answer was 100% correct. His reply was “It is because you do not have the love of Allah”.

If we are in love with Allah, The Almighty, The Loving, The Merciful, waking up in the morning for Tahajjud is something we are eagerly expecting and waiting from the night before. Just like the feeling, if not stronger, that we have the night before we are going for a first date with a girl we love. If we are in love with Allah, to spend our wealth for his path is like buying presents for that girl we love. We feel happy to give our wealth away. Everyday, we want to engage in His remembrance because it gives us strength, power, happiness, contentment and fulfillment. But, only if we are really in love with Allah. The question is, do we love Allah? Unfortunately, our action usually shows the opposite… : (

“Ya Allah ya Rahiim, ya Waduud, forgive us, bless us, guide us, love us. We are not worthy of your love, but give us chance to love you and love those people who love you”

If we want goodness to spread in this already ruined and corrupted world, then spread goodness, give salaam and good greetings, show genuine love and compassion for all creations of God, talk about good things, carve a warm smile to everyone we meet...
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ya allah, ampunkanlah dosaku... tetapkanlah hatiku padaMu... tenangkanlah diriku dan kukuhkanlah rasa cintaku padaMu...

cya l8er... wsalam (*.*)/

:: i want you to know when you hold my hand, you hold my heart ::

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